Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Forgiveness: Be Careful What You Ask For

My Prayer: I want to spiritual grow!


Bible Food: Ephesians 4:13
King James Version (KJV)

Till we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect (mature)  man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ:


Dear Diary,
For the last couple of days I've been praying and telling Jesus I want to spiritually grow. I've asked myself some questions such as... am I Rapture Ready, do I look like Christ, am I obedient to his Word and I begin to look at myself in a spiritual mirror and thought my GOD I need to spiritually grow. When you look at your heart from your perspective or compare yourself to someone else you may think you're quite alright but when you see yourself from GOD's eyes you begin to say I am a wretch undone and I need to aline myself with God and grow. So I prayed and said God I want to spiritually grow. That was my prayer.. nothing more... nothing less. Simply put, I want to spiritually grow. Lawd and behold the next day I'm preparing for a shoot and I see an old friend on the call sheet from my home town. The last time we saw each other we got into a heated argument. To make a long story short... She was my friend, she called my husband directly, told him she was 10 mins from my house and that she wanted to come over and she ask him for a favor... now I wasn't home, and I wasn't quite happy with the favor either. So when my husband told me all this happened and she came over to the house.... I went off! If you want to see me get in an uproar, don't you come against my family and you are my girlfriend, don't call my husband... don't come over my house when i'm not home... ohhh honey I went in... I feel my pressure rising now... LOL oh but when I told God I want to grow.. her name pop's up... and i'm thinking REALLY GOD.... you are so funny... Now I have been working as a makeup artist in New York city since the fight for 2 years now and I have not bumped into her and when I pray and say I want to spiritually grow... her name pops up! I really do think God laughs and he is laughing at me. So last night my husband and I have pillow talk and I say ... babe ***** is going to be on the shoot and the first thing that comes out of his mouth is.... You gotta forgive her.... OH GEESH... REALLY GOD!  I mean Homegirl was wrong point blank, but in my deepest heart I know she didn't mean any harm and God ALWAYS sees the bigger picture. Today I'm going to spiritually grow. I want God to see that he can count on me. Today... I make things right. Today the chains of the enemy are broken by the power of a forgiving heart. 


Is their someone you need to forgive. Their is a wise man by the name of Bishop Cannady and he would always say... You are no closer to God than you your brother. OH MAN that's hurts... and the bible says.. how can you expect God to forgive you of your sins and you haven't forgiven your brother/sister. I dare you to look into your spiritual mirror and ask God.. How can I spiritually grow today. Oh don't be surprise the things Jesus brings out of his bag of goodies.... It will be that thing you didn't even think about.......... but our ways are not like God ways.... his way is perfect! 


If you are not saved or don't believe in Jesus Christ. Please check out my page HELP, I WANT TO KNOW JESUS or PRAYER OF SALVATION". It's time for you get on board. Jesus wants a relationship with you and he is coming back soon! Shalom!